ITS BEEN A LONG TIME....

Its been a long time since my last post. I guess life does get in the way of a lot of things. Many changes and many more to come. Trying to sell the horses I have so that I can lighten my load and move to Kentucky. I am all done with swimming up stream in the forsaken north east. This past winter was hard... it was hard on us all... and its time to move onward and upward.

I think that relocating in the beautiful KY is the best decision I have made in a long time. The funding is the only thing holding me back. I will miss my life here, the good times I had, the lessons I have learned and I look forward to the challenges of relocation, finding a good paying job, a new home, and a place to ride and enjoy my continueing education in eventing.

Being in the midst of a place where they live and breath horses has been a life long dream of mine. Having an opportunity to start life over can be hard but it can be exciting. Maybe it will rekindle my drive to do and be again... with dreams that are meant to be be dreamt!

Leaving behind all the friends and family is one thing, leaving behind my equine stock that I may not be able to bring with me, and my hurtful past of 21 years of lost marriage is another whole story I cannot think about in fear that it will ruin my future and my desire for a new beginning.

Hopefully there will be posts .... the good the bad and the ugly... but no guarantees... as some days its hard for me just to take my head off the pillow and open my eyes to another day of reality.

Until then... prayers are appreciated,
B